“Hypnosis and how I feel” – By Susy Blue
NOTE: Susy’s Spanish, and speaks English very well, but I’ve tidied up the grammar a little. – Lex
From the first moment, I knew that being hypnotized was going to be a unique, interesting and revealing experience and I was 100% correct!
Now, after being hypnotized 3 times I can say that it’s always a pleasure to see how I can let go and be carried away in just a second, leaving my mind blank as I listen to Lex’s voice.
Lately I have been finding my more dominant side and I had almost forgotten the feeling of submission, that need to do what they tell you, which is a mindset that is very difficult for me to achieve normally…
Through hypnosis I can achieve something like confidence, not only in the other
person, but also in myself seeing everything I am capable of doing.
Being hypnotized for me is a wonderful situation as the problems in my mind disappear.
Everything centers itself on just listening and obeying.
Not only that, through hypnosis I feel more like myself, able to do things I wouldn’t have
the courage to do. Sometimes when I think back to it, I do feel embarrassed at the memory… but at the same time it makes me happy and horny, if that makes sense? I’m not ashamed to masturbate in front of another person and I can do it in a way that feels so natural sometimes it scares me (albeit in a positive way!)
I remember when I looked at myself in the mirror: I looked straight into my eyes and I thought for the first time in a long time that I didn’t see any flaws in myself. I saw that I am beautiful and now I love myself much more than before (who would have thought that hypnosis could be something so therapeutic!)
Speaking of eyes: I’m a very shy person and I have a hard time looking at people in the eye
but with Lex, when I’m under hypnosis, I can’t help but stare into his eyes while I wait for his next command.
Every time I heard the phrase “good girl,” my hair stood on end. There is nothing more
wonderful than feeling that you are doing something right and more from the person who
controls you 100%
Another incredible thing is how much power someone can have over me, just with his voice. With one order I can practically want to fuck someone or kiss them (sorry again Lex, sometimes you don’t have to be blonde with blue eyes to be incredibly sexy and less under hypnosis hehehe)
I also have to say that orgasm control and breath play are things that I already like in real life, but with hypnosis everything is multiplied x1000 and it feels amazing!
It’s also really funny when things happen by themselves… like my fingers counting me down to trance, even as I make an effort not to move my hand… or when I’m trying to put on my socks but I can’t control my legs!
In those moments I can’t help but laugh because it’s so absurd to not have the control of
something as simple as your feet, and being unable to keep them under control.
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I love being a doll and serving, it’s a liberating and relaxing feeling. I don’t know, I feel more like myself when I don’t think, when I don’t have control, when I only do what I’m told, when I don’t have initiative.
Every time I finish the session, Lex asks me a question: if I want to remember everything or not. The truth is that I think it’s the most difficult question to answer because, on the one hand, I want to remember, to feel proud of some things but, at the same time, I do others that make me a little embarrassed. Also when I forget everything and then I can see the result it blows my mind so it’s a hard choice.
And well, it’s always wonderful to be able to do things like that, to be able to feel like that and that people can see the things that can be done with hypnosis.
PS: And well… I think I’ve unlocked a new sexual fantasy involving hypnosis!
Session 2 Excerpts
I love content like this, I would love if your subjects did reaction videos to their sessions or like DVD commentary about what was going through their heads. This is hot hot hot!